Spiritual Wonderings

Good evening gentle readers,

I have been pondering a lot on matters of the spiritual variety lately. I seem to be heading in the direction of Buddhism. I guess it makes sense. Buddhism seems to be in alignment with much of the standards and ideas that I seek to live my life by. Though, as always, I wish I could find a teacher or mentor. The problem is, that there is so much information out there. How can I research the different schools of Buddhism? Who should I be reading? I would be eternally grateful for some guidance, but I am not sure where to turn. The nearest Buddhist center is an hour drive away, and in another state. The local library is not much use. I am in the middle of rural nowhere. What is a Witch to do? So I find myself in the position of being  not quite Pagan eclectic Witch with Buddhist leanings. Life is complicated.

Weaver

Magickal Musings

Good evening ladies and gentlemen,

I was wondering if any of you out there have ever worked with the DKMU Godforms. I have been fascinated lately with them, especially the twins, Enu and Nul, it seems not many Khaotes are working with them anymore.

https://www.dkmu.org

Enu and Nul 

The Twins

 Yet, I seem to be inextricably drawn to them, especially Enu, also known as the Black Queen. I came to Chaos Magic almost by chance. So far I have worked with Ellis, Enu and Nul, the White Queen, and Conjunctio. I am not sure why, but other than Ellis, I seem to be working my way backwards through the Godform cycle.

DKMU Godforms minus Conjunctio

It is very strange. Recently my spiritual life seems to be getting turned upsidedown. And yet, I am the most at peace that I have felt in years. Has anyone else gone through this? It is all very strange.

Weaver